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Things are getting worse

pdxoxo — Mon, 19 Jul 2010 14:41:08 +0000

I thought getting a job would make me happy, would make me feel somewhat fulfilled. But as days go farther things are getting worse for me. I’m not happy anymore.

Sometimes getting one thing that we used to strongly pray for is not enough for us to say that it is really meant for us. Sometimes it takes a wide bitter road for us to realize the things that are destined for us.

And now I ask, what more would it take for me to find what’s meant for me?

Filed under: Thoughts

Moving Forward

pdxoxo — Thu, 03 Jun 2010 15:44:50 +0000

Be truly glad. There is wonderful joy ahead!

I Peter 1:6

Be positive. Stay positive.

I’ve been trying to tell this to myself for so so many times. It’s easy to say, but hard to follow. With all the blessings that I have right now, I guess I’ll just have to stop sinking in the depression that I’ve been pretending to hold back for weeks now. I’ve experienced so many adversities in life and have embraced too much of that for the past years. I’ve had enough. I’m tired of it. I guess I’ll just have to move forward and try to be as cheerful as I can be.

Filed under: Chronicle, Thoughts

Numb

pdxoxo — Tue, 13 Apr 2010 15:52:35 +0000

I’m burned-out. There’s just too many frustrating things in my life that I can’t get over with. It’s just too disappointing. Why do things keeps falling apart? No matter how hard you try to be excellent or just to be best, it all falls down. I’m crying inside. They say, “sometimes its better to keep things to yourself” that no matter how painful it is for yourself, sometimes, you just choose to pretend and solely store everything into your weak self. I’ve always been good at this. Not letting the tears fall down my cheeks, rather, letting it all flow inside my heart…

Filed under: Outbursts, Thoughts

Trying To Have FLASHBACKS.

pdxoxo — Sun, 11 Apr 2010 10:08:18 +0000

As promised, I will try to update my blog about the things that happened months back. But I guess I won’t be able to that now. And I don’t know when to that either. Hehe. Well days become busier and busier everyday plus the fact that there are so many, that just so many moments that happens in a day. Oh well, guess I’ll try to have the FLASHBACKS, just to have a back-up about the things that are happening NOW.

Okay, so I’m back in Manila after another long weekend and I have to say it was really a breather! Thank God. It’s not that I’m not happy about being, and I quote FINALLY being a working girl! – I guess that is one of the fulfillments in life that every person wants to achieve. And I am very very grateful about that. – It’s just that every person needed to have a break to relax and to enjoy. Surely because we always need to unload the crunch that we get from our daily multi world interactions. So I guess a good breather is required to all of us. Cheers to that!

And talking about “unload”, I just had my haircut yesterday, to remove the feeble and frail strands in the the tip of my hair. And to bring back my previous hair look, I once again have the asymmetrical bangs haircut. Teehee!

Whacha think?!

Well I hope I’ll look good with my haircut.. Heehee.

Miss my family already!

So I guess I’m back to work!

Love Love Love,

Filed under: Chronicle, Photos, Thoughts

Trying to catch up.

pdxoxo — Fri, 02 Apr 2010 02:45:28 +0000

I barely update my blog now. It’s been what? 4 months? Seems like I’ve missed out on everything in my little private self. So many things have happened yet I feel like I’m missing out something. So many months of not writing, still I’m clueless to what’s I’m going to share. What happened?

Filed under: Chronicle, Random, Thoughts

HAPPINESS :)

pdxoxo — Sat, 06 Mar 2010 02:12:45 +0000

ENJOY THE MOMENT.

HAPPINESS

Filed under: Photos, Random

“BRO IKAW ANG STAR NG PASKO”

pdxoxo — Tue, 10 Nov 2009 04:04:04 +0000

I always admire and love ABS-CBN – their works, shows, commercial, everything. And now this is one of ABS-CBN’s Christmas music video special. I always get teary-eyed whenever I watch the video. It is a very heart-stirring song. I love it!

Star ng Pasko.
Performed by: ABS-CBN Artists

Kung kailan pinakamadilim
Ang mga tala ay mas nagniningning
Gaano man kakapal ang ulap
Sa likod nito ay may liwanag

Ang liwanag na ito
Nasa ‘ting lahat
Mas sinag ang bawat pusong bukas
Sa init ng mga yakap
Maghihilom ang lahat ng sugat

Ang nagsindi nitong ilaw
Walang iba kundi ikaw
Salamat sa liwanag mo
Muling magkakakulay ang pasko
Salamat sa liwanag mo
Muling magkakakulay ang pasko

Tayo ang ilaw sa madilim na daan
Pagkakapit bisig ngayon higpitan
Dumaan man sa malakas na alon
Lahat tayo’s makakaahon

Ang liwanag na ito
Nasa ‘ting lahat
Mas sinag ang bawat pusong bukas
Sa init ng mga yakap
Maghihilom ang lahat ng sugat

Ang nagsindi nitong ilaw
Walang iba kundi ikaw
Salamat sa liwanag mo
Muling magkakakulay ang pasko
Salamat sa liwanag mo
Muling magkakakulay ang pasko

Kikislap ang pag-asa
Kahit kanino man
Dahil ikaw Bro, dahil ikaw Bro
Dahil ikaw Bro
Ang star ng pasko

Salamat sa liwanag mo
Muling magkakakulay ang pasko
Salamat sa liwanag mo
Muling magkakakulay ang pasko

Ang nagsindi nitong ilaw
Walang iba kundi ikaw
Salamat sa liwanag mo
Muling magkakakulay ang pasko

Dahil ikaw Bro, dahil ikaw Bro
Dahil ikaw Bro
Ang star ng pasko!

Posted in TV Shows, Videos

Favorite! :D

pdxoxo — Sun, 08 Nov 2009 11:10:48 +0000

My FAVORITE Trolli Gummy Candies Ever!!!

Trolli Apples! Trolli Apples!

Posted in Favorites, Photos

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!

pdxoxo — Sun, 01 Nov 2009 09:02:17 +0000

Hello our beloved Mamita!

After monthsss of having celebrations and family events, ngayon lang ulit kami nagkasama-sama nang completo! Can’t believe my eyes when I saw Joen stepped out of their car just 10 minutes after our family arrived at the Eternal Garden. And I was so surprised to realize that we are complete for the first time after so many many months. And I know Mamita is overjoyed to just that.

When you look up, you’re going to see a photo of us positioned the same way when we were just little kids! It’s so cute I love it!

Posted in Celebration, Family, Photos

bloggingly-boring

pdxoxo — Mon, 26 Oct 2009 10:35:39 +0000

Sigh… It seems like forever until I came up with an interesting post. I wonder if I’m incredibly in a boring state or I really just can’t have anything to post at all. My life in every day is not a repetition to start with, for me not to come up with a simple interesting post… Maybe I’m just boring after all…

But oh well look! I just published a post! Haha!

Posted in Thoughts